7TH DAY

WELL SO MUCH FOR WRITING EACH DAY! I HAVE NOT GOTTEN MUCH DONE THIS WEEK. I HAVE BEEN IN A DAZE STILL. I HAVE DONE A LOT OF CRYING AND QUESTIONING. KEVIN ASKED IF I WOULD HAVE ANY TEARS LEFT AFTER THE MEMORIAL SERVICE AND I TOLD HIM I HOPED I HAD FINISHED CRYING BY THE TIME LOREE GETS HERE! I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET MOTIVATED TO GET SAM'S ROOM CLEANED OUT SO LOREE AND MASON HAVE A REAL BED TO STAY IN. SINCE THEY AREN'T NEWLYWEDS ANY MORE I FIGURE THEY WANT MORE THAN 1 TWIN BED. HE HAS THE DOUBLE BED IN HIS ROOM. WE TOOK A 30 GALLON TRASH BAG OF SAM'S UNWORN CLOTHES OUT AND A 30 GALLON BAG OF KEVIN'S UNWORN CLOTHES OUT OF THE DRAWERS AND CLOSET. THEN MOVED THE TRUNDLE INTO THE PLAYROOM SO KIDS, WHICH ARE GIRLS AND BOYS DON'T HAVE TO CONGREGATE ON THE BED IN SAM'S ROOM TO WATCH MOVIES. WE MADE A LOW DAY BED/COUCH IN THE PLAY ROOM. NEXT IS TO REALLY CLEAN. THEN IT IS ON TO MAKING MY SEMINARY STUDY ROOM. ETC. SAM APPLIED FOR A JOB TODAY AT LONG JOHN SILVERS AND HAS 2ND INTERVIEW TOMORROW. HE ALMOST DIDN'T GET INTERVIEW TILL MGR. SAW WHERE HE HAD WRITTEN "THIS IS THE BEST LJS FISH I HAVE EVER HAD". HE IS WORKING AT KINDERCAMP WITH UPCOMING KINDERGARTENERS. HE IS HAVING A GREAT TIME. THEY CALL HIM MR. SAM. THERE ARE 18 KIDS IN HIS CLASS. THERE IS A TEACHER, HIM, AND A GIRL THAT JUST GRADUATED. CHARLES SAID "WHAT A GREAT WAY TO MEET GIRLS!" CHARLES WAS OVER FOR DINNER TONIGHT, WE WENT OUT TO LOGAN'S ROADHOUSE. IT WAS REALLY GOOD. AARON'S MEMORIAL IS NEXT WEDNESDAY. I EXPECT THERE TO BE A LOT OF PEOPLE THERE. SHE WAS LOVED BY MANY, MANY PEOPLE. TOMORROW I GET TO TAKE MOM TO GET HER HAIR DONE, AND NAILS DONE, AND A LUNCH DATE. THEN SAT. WE ARE DRIVING TO MEMPHIS TO TAKE MOM, I KNOW I SAY THIS ALMOST EVERY DAY.... WELL ACTUALLY NOT ALMOST.....I SAY IT MANY TIMES A DAY. BY THE 9TH MONTH I AM SOOOOOOO VERY TIRED OF TAKING CARE OF HER. THE 10TH MONTH IS VERY HARD. WAITING FOR LOREE TO CALL BACK I'M GOING TO GET READY FOR BED. WILL WRITE MORE TOMORROW.